The definition of home means something different to everyone. For some, home is a place.
For others, it’s a person. For Badflower’s lead singer Josh Katz, home is a specific feeling he
had in a different time. “It’s myself in a memory,” Katz says on No Place Like Home, the
band’s forthcoming third studio album. “Everything in the world now, from my perspective,
feels so foreign. I’ve learned that comes with growing up. It feels harder to fit in and feel like I
belong.”
Finding a sense of belonging is what has shaped Badflower — the Los Angeles-bred and
Nashville-based band that has grown from strength to strength thanks to two EPs, their
debut album Ok, I'm Sick, and a feverish fan base — since forming in 2011. Brought together
by a shared love of music, Katz, Joey Morrow [lead guitarist], Alex Espiritu [bass guitarist],
and Anthony Sonetti [drummer] are now at a crossroads as men and as a band. They spent
their 20s writing and releasing music, touring the globe, and pushing themselves as far as
they could. Now in their 30s, they are acutely aware they’ve achieved their dreams. On No
Place Like Home, they grapple with what it means when everything begins to feel like a
recollection.
Four years stand between the band’s last release, their 2021 sophomore album This Is How
The World Ends and No Place Like Home. Three albums’ worth of songs were thrown out
before No Place Like Home began taking shape, but even then, the record came together
slowly. “It’s been quite a challenge trying to write with this new life,” admits Katz. The person
— and songwriter — he once was became a distant memory. “I feel like I’m living a
completely different existence now — post-COVID, 34 years old, living in a world I never
expected to be in, having some success in music… All of that has made me a different
songwriter.”
No Place Like Home is the catalyst of a time when Badflower was questioning everything:
who are they without the chase or without the constant striving to be the biggest band in the
world? You can hear it on tracks like “Number 1,” where they take aim at those who sell out
for a hit song, and feel the full extent of Katz’s frustration and anger on “Swinging Hammer.”
For a band known for writing about everything from sex to mental health to sleeplessness, it
might be surprising that regret and memory are the main interwoven themes throughout No
Place Like Home. Katz struggles with his inadequacies on “Butterfly,” a track that
acknowledges the pressure that comes from fans declaring that Badflower’s music saved
their lives. On “Don’t Be a Stranger,” Katz writes about having a daughter and not being
around, a regret towards something that hasn’t even happened yet. With “Paws,” a poignant
and powerful ode to the loss of a pet, Katz writes about his dog passing away, something
else that hasn’t occurred. It’s a writing technique that also doubles as a defence mechanism
of sorts for Katz. “ I feel more emotionally connected to imagined situations — things that
could happen, or almost happened — than I do to the things happening in real life. That’s
why I often write about hypothetical situations. Things that could’ve gone a different way or
haven’t happened yet.”
What ushered in the most change — and what makes No Place Like Home completely
different from This Is How The World Ends and the band’s debut album — is that it was the
first album Katz wrote completely sober. “That didn’t even occur to me when I was working
on the first EP or the first two albums, but back then, I never wrote anything sober. Ever. It
was just part of my process — what I did. With this album, I had every intention of gettingtotally messed up to write. I tried — and it just wasn’t fun anymore. It didn’t feel good. That
was a real wake-up call.”
Without the crutch of drugs and alcohol, Katz not only had to write songs in a new way but
was forced to look at himself in the mirror and admit that changes needed to be made. In
turn, it brought up insecurities he didn’t know he had. Throughout writing No Place Like
Home, a theme that kept resurfacing is one that Katz can’t run away from: ageing. “My
relationship with ageing isn’t good,” Katz admits. “Growing up, I had this vision of being in a
band, making music, writing songs… and when I started doing all of that, I had a very
specific image of what that looked like. That image never included me in my 30s. I haven’t
come to terms with it. When you build your whole life around this idea of youth and ambition
and becoming something, and then you get to this point where you’re already that
something, it shifts the ground under you.”
This newfound territory meant that Badflower had to approach their new album differently —
Katz no longer felt tethered to a specific vision of how he wanted to be perceived or what he
wanted to say. He no longer had a roadmap or script to lean on. “That’s made songwriting a
lot harder but in a way, that’s made it more genuine. It’s just me trying to dig up something
real without knowing exactly what it is.” Katz, alongside producer Nick Raskulinecz,
produced every track on No Place Like Home, meticulously working on every iteration of
each song to perfection.
Still, the album represents a chapter closing for the band, knowing that, once it’s out, they
relinquish their ownership of it, and it becomes the soundtrack of someone else’s life.
““Every step of the way, I am working on these songs. I’m constantly listening to them until I
can’t listen to them anymore because it begins to feel uncomfortable. It sucks at first,” admits
Katz. “Releasing songs can have some good moments, but overall, it's not fun for me. I do
all the production and recording myself, so I'm constantly listening — on every drive, at
home, in every state the song goes through. By the time it's done, I've heard it a thousand
different ways. And once it's out, I can't listen to it anymore. They become hard to listen to.”
What has mattered most to Badflower is that, through the creation of No Place Like Home,
Katz has been able to reconnect with why he loves music in the first place after years of
feeling like he has to be a certain way. “It’s not about fame, or money, or any of that. I just
love music. I love making it. I need to spend time alone, just playing — even if it’s bad. Just
singing, messing around, doing whatever. That reminds me that I actually enjoy this, and that
helps break through the mental block.”
If the messages and themes of No Place Like Home feel anything but uplifting, Badflower
knows they’ve done their job. “It’s typical for us — it's not meant to make you feel better
about your situation. It’s more about people connecting to it because you’ve felt these things;
it’s like having a friend when you need it.”